Conclusion of the computer fiasco.
This page contains the end results of what has been accomplished by me regarding this case. If you are at this page it will make some sense but you really need to see the whole scenario to fully understand. You will really be doing you and I a disservice by not being thorough.
I chose to be a Nurse and give of myself the way most nurses give out of Love for our fellow human beings. I as a former Marine was a professional killer yet being a nurse seemed best.
I could of erased the computer information and no one being the wiser. I chose not to because of my naïve belief that an " Alleged criminal " was getting away with millions of our tax dollars and the hospital being so big. I did not know how many people around our nation may of being blackmailed or put to sadistic suffering. Due to some others that could of obtained different information. There are laws now being considered to do what I was attempting to provide for the public in general. But they do not protect me or others like me.
Trough my actions I have hurt many a people:
There is some one that works for Charter that lost their job. There is my wife of many years that could not handle the pressure and had to leave the home that she coveted and fought so hard to obtained a modest home yet a palace like no other. The kids went along with mom cause that is where they belong. With the children left my grandchildren whom I adore. I do not blame them the road has been so rough and they do not need to be exposed to all of this pain and " Craziness " as it was called. They left not because I beat my wife or because I was a womanizer, it was not because of drugs or alcohol or any of the so many other things that break marriages " the craziness " of the whole thing and to be truthful the " other craziness " the POW / MIAs thing was a small part of it but she put up with it because she knew how important it is to me and the sacrifices that she made so that I could go on vigils etc….or the so many hours that she spent alone while I was busy with " The Issue ".
The rest of my family mom, dad, brothers and friends they have suffered cause they love me and seeing my pain they suffered also. All that know me have asked me why? Why? You do not give up.!
I have asked myself that also. The anwnser that I came up with is that I care and that there are something's that I have held above all the love of liberty and the pursuit of happiness of every human being.
My living in a communist world did awaken that in me and the readings of Jose Marti with the example of Antonio Maceo gave me the fuel of rebellion for the integrity of a life time.
Later the constitution of the USA and the beauty of the promise that it holds burned the desire to accomplish what our forefathers intended when they made it.
What a fool and a dreamer I'been.
I no doubt have hurt some of those within " the system " because whether they understand it or not they are worms that are destroying the fabric and the essence of this land by using the system against good people.
God knows that I tried everything possible in order to remedy a wrong. I can see why there has been anOklahoma City incident. I can see why there is the rebirth of a militia movement and a fear of the New World Order. Not only have I seen it and understand it but I foresee that our land will steel see more bloodshed in the balancing of power. Not only have I seen it but I have felt it and been castigated for it. I wish that it was only one incident but there are a few. The bumper sticker incident, the assassination of my brother, the denial of exit to the Bahamas ( under false pretenses and in touchy political atmosphere ) and now this. All separate incidents happening to one person? Perhaps.
When all of the system fails and there is no way out the tendency is to lash out and destroy that which is hurting you. I wish I could pinpoint just one person but the system is faceless and cowardly it hides behind the mask of a government.
I have lost so much, besides all that I have lost above I miss greatly that wonderful belief and naivete that gave me the hope of a free man. The right to correct a wrong and do good to my fellow man. In closing I leave you with the words of Abe Lincoln whom even then really understood the monster that has become our government.
We have been the recipients of the choicest bounties of Heaven; We have grown in numbers, wealth, and power as no other nation has ever grown. But we have forgotten God. We have forgotten the gracious hand which preserved us the peace and multiplied and enriched and strengthened us, and we have vainly imagined , in the deceitfulness of our hearts that all of these blessings were provided by some superior wisdom and virtue of our own. Intoxicated with unbroken success we have become too self-sufficient to feed the necessity of redeeming and preserving grace, too proud to pray to the god that made us. Abraham Lincoln.
They sound just a tad better than those words of Thomas Jefferson when he stated. " The tree of Liberty must be refreshed from time to time with the Blood of Patriots or Tyrants "
I miss everything that I have said but my mind is what I miss the most is my mind.
May God have mercy in our souls.
May God Bless America.
God Please Bless America again.
The words contained in this page may be misconstrued and attempts made to regulate my life, I could be labeled a nut and God know what else. I say this since words from this web site were used in my Administrative hearing by the states attorney, so I say it now. I'm not a violent man that was left when I exited the US Marines. My path has been changed to be a healer it is a shame that " the system " is denying the people and me of that. I could become a monster of terrorism or what ever but my intellect prevents me from that. Stupid as it might seem after all of this I hold one though dear " the pen is mightier than the sword. I simply hope that I never have to break away from that and since I do not wish to hurt any one. I hope that my writings will give others knowledge and that the same can be echoed to bring America to its knees once again reaching for the dreams and Ideals that made us what we were once before.
PLEASE do read the rest of these pages. See how you might be able to help. There is still a chance for me to have justice in this land. Starting on May 26th , I have 30 days to submit an appeal to the courts of our nation. I sincerely hope that before that I get some help, support and the voice of the people that I have so strongly tried to protect. I'm depending on you the reader to help me correct these wrongs. So please make sure that you do the things that are needed so that I may not have to fight this battle alone anymore. Help…!!
This is the part that shows you care a little extra. Please take the time and go to some of these areas and let them know how you feel, and what they can do to help. Thanks so much. Also, contact any other person you wish. It is a free country still. SPECIALLY in my place!!
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Email Address for US Senate………………
E-Mail Address for US House of Representatives
Is a BEARof a job but if you like you can also reach the whole Nation trough the air ways via Radio and TV Links
We the people can make changes.!!
And if you E-Mail this Journalists will help us all.
And if you E-Mail this Journalists will help us all.
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I have been caring for the American Way of life for a while now.... you can see the other part of me on the other Web Site that I also maintain. That Web-Site deal's with the POW/MIA Issue Please visit it and get involved there are still men left behind and they need your help also. Visit " THE REAPER'S EDGE A POW's SCREAMED ECHO IN CYBERSPACE "
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